2:26 PM | Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Haha just come back recently from china!!!!

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11:09 PM | Sunday, April 05, 2009

LOL.. Some ppl say my blog very boring, cos no pics so i am only uploading pics for today...

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6:20 PM | Friday, April 03, 2009

Wishing for a bottle of medicine that can really forget my memories.. I have too much bad memories that i wish to forget.. I seriously need one.. hope the medicine can be invented soon and i am willing to be the first one to test it...haha, I really hope i am a person that can forget things easily.. cos my mind is full of sad memories and my heart is full of scar.. Time is the best healing medicine?

Haiz.. sch is reopening soon, hoping can keep me more busy... Now i am trying to change my mind and soul to a different person but eventually i think is useless for me.. cos the sad memories is still in my... I hate memories... it won just disappear or vanish just like you wan it to be haha.. but i think singing is the only solution that i can put all things aside..

Recently just recieve the msg from a agent company, asking me to prepare for the photo shoot on wed.. but still not confrom yet haha.. Recently, i am finding things to keep myself busy all the time.. this is to stop mi from thinking the past.. but i think is pointless.. haha.. just hope everything will be alright for me..

i was thinking to go travel myself maybe thailand or maybe other places just to get off this "shang sin di" for a moment.. friends are all busy or maybe they don feel like going travel?.. so i think is easier for mi to go alone..

Today is the last time i go clubing... you know why i wanna go clubbing? Becos is noisy it really helps me in puting my mind to rest.. but i always don want people to know what i am thinking so i just tell them i wanna go grind gals.. haha..

i just don know why i am so compLICATED!! when i am still in primary sch, i already behaving like these.. making up story to prevent others from knowing my mind or even my heart.. just don know when i can feel comfortable to open up.. I have already live for 21 years.. maybe ppl say i am still young but i think my heart is older than mi, all the memories bringing me older...

just wish i can settle down faster.. with slience.. in sleep.. Next time if i got the chance to live again, i wanna to be a computer so people can easily delete my memories...

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1:53 AM | Sunday, March 29, 2009

yoyo.. I am back from genting.. haha.. WAH!!! the things and food there all very EX!!! remember when you guys go there must briing enough cash.. 1 cup noodles cost sing dollars about 3 bucks.. LOL!! I and michele were having fun there, haiz but happy moments always vanish fast.. like water vapour.. I wish the precious moment can hold on till the happiness fill up my heart..

Michele told mi.. she wanted to be friends for the time now.. cos she is tired of relationship.. haiz, me too but i am scared to lose her.. cos i know that some guys is fond on her and wanna to know her more.. when i think of that, my mood is all down to the drain..

she also told mi that after 2 years if i am still single, maybe we can be together again.. when i head that my face is full of joy.. but sometimes we still quarrel.. like in the genting.. when she angry she can say that "don need to wait for 2 years le, i can tell you now we wont be together de" OMG!!! One moment i am like in heaven, another moment i feel like i am in hell... haiz..

I really cant forget about although i tell myself many times to forget her.. haiz.. when i and her in genting my feeling is telling me i really cant forget her smile and everything.. she may not be the perfect woman but she is the one i love in my heart.. i may be stupid but my love is true..

I told her i will wait no matter what.. and i will really wait.. till the day she tell mi " i have no feeling for you anymore" maybe that is the time i have to learnt to pick myself up again.. although my on her and mi is like drama but is real.. I really hate myself for loving someone.. cos my heart have endless love for them.. then i will have endless pain too..

anyway genting is fun... glad i go with her.. so i can conform that my decision is right.. i will wait.. now trying to build up bonds with my old friends.. hope more colours will added in to my rainbow.. haha.. JIA YOU TO MYSELF...

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1:20 AM | Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Today quite is a relaxing day.. I went out with alvin and his cousin to do shopping in town and we eat non stop.. LOL.. going gain weight liao.. actually when guy shop with guy is more better when woman is not around.. I think most guys think so ba.. cos we can talk what we like.. just feel free and easy haha..

I think that woman are really troublesome and hard to understand.. haiz.. they can change their mind and show their tamper easily.. Just hate woman.. why woman always the one who hurt guys.. maybe i am the only one? haiz.. i always bully by woman.. i don't know why? i always give them what they like and give in to them but in the end.. haha.. don really wanna to remember it.. how long i am going to suffer? I just want a gal who love me and be nice to me.. love is so fragile.. people change easily and fast..

I have not contact my ex for 2 days le.. but what I saw from her facebook I think that she can live happier without me.. sometimes i really watn to give up but when i was about to give up, she give mi hope again.. i feeling very tired and hurt.. Just wanted a result soon.. want me to leave or want me to stay.. don make mi wait and wait..

Going to genting with her, but i not sure she will feel happy anot.. but i will try my best to give her a unforgettable memories.. this memories will always store in my mind no matter where i go.. sweet memories are meant to be keep.. maybe one day she will find a better guy than me.. i just hope she get one... someone she loves.. but i think the person is not me.. from her attidute towards me, i think what meant to be over is over... guess i have to move on soon.. but at the same time my care for her will not end till one day she meet a person that can take care of her..

All the best michele.. i know one day you can be as happy when the first time i meet you..

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